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Hello 2019

tianna marissa meshki
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Happy New Year my loves, doesn’t 2019 genuinely feel newish?!


I really want to start this post solely by expressing my gratitude to those of you who actually read these things, watch my vlogs and keep up to date with me on socials. Without you guys I would not be able to justify my time doing these things so thank youuuuuuu from the bottom of my little heart.

As you may guess from the above, one of my only resolutions is to show more gratitude and generally just be gentler on myself. Less negative thoughts, less doubts, less time spent on undeserving things/people, you know, the usual. Now these are things that I do already practice but would like to really master. Of course, I’m not perfect. I posses attributes that I don’t exactly love about myself but I’m learning to work on them in a more constructive, positive way. In short I just want to be a good person, well the best version of me!


I also want to focus more of my time on this, ‘Blogging/Vlogging’ whatever you’d like to call it. I was very lucky to end the new year becoming a brand ambassador for Socialight, in talks with new business and working with bigger brands etc and it genuinely boosted my morale! Its no secret that I sometimes need a push or reminder in the right direction. So for 2019 I aim to produce more regular content, work with more businesses/brands and SHAMELESSLY promote myself and my work. Something I currently struggle with, as I worry about boring people lol but is very necessary.

One of the key things ill be focusing on this year is a Youtube series. God willing I hope to it start in the next few weeks. Which ill speak more on at the time but please subscribe in the meantime to stay up to date!


As I mentioned in last years New Year post I’m a bit of a nerd when it comes to diaries and after much deliberation I settled on a dateless daily planner from UO. (currently on my insta story) It sold me with its ‘time table’ panel and ‘to-do’ section so here’s to another year of being an organised b*tch!

Well that is all I really came to say. I’m officially back in work after a chilled but perfect Christmas and NYE. Which I spent indoors with my best friend eating Chinese and creating our vision boards for the year! So you can imagine today in the office is a bit of a struggle.

I’d love to know your new years resolutions or any simple changes you’d like to make!



  1. Hope
    January 2, 2019 / 2:25 pm

    Inspiring read… I cant wait to see the what 2019 has in store for you, your goals and business ventures for you and Narlie.

    For me it’s about focusing on my mind, body and soul. I think in 2018 that was lost along the way.

    I want to bring positive energy into the year with less negative thoughts and doubts (as you mentioned) and doing what makes ME feel good. It’s not about being selfish sometimes you honestly have to do what makes you feel good and make moves that push you in the right direction what ever the sacrifice means! And if you have the right people in your life they’ll understand. I think in 2018 I worried more about others than I did myself (easier said than done but that has to change) if you don’t take care of you who else will?

    I have a few small personal goals I want to achieve and a full bigger goals also (small steps and big steps)… my main one becoming a property owner before the end of the year. (Fingers and toes tightly crossed) for me this has been something I have always dreamt of… in the long run I want to own a entire street (I mean you got to dream big and bold)

    I want of course for everyone around me to truely be at peace in everything they are striving for and set out to do in 2019.

    I want for everyone around me and of course myself to keep going no matter what because I think in this society it’s so easy to compare yourself to the next person instead of realising your own achievements and growth. So moreeeee of that in 2019!!

    I want to build and maintain strong and healthy relationships and create new ones (meeting new people
    Is always good) and to try to do things that keep myself and others around me happy.

    Ok now I think I’m rambling

    I’m out! Peace and love haha xox

  2. Tianna
    January 2, 2019 / 4:36 pm

    Sis, thank you!!

    I love the focus on mind, body and soul I know its something you mentioned at the end of the year and started (with gym) so I have no doubt you’ll receive the results you want in all areas of your life this year! Its true you really do have to focus on you and the things that make you feel good cause ultimately that goodness will then spill over into the people around you, thats the way i see it. “you can’t fill someone up with an empty cup’ no one wants to be an empty cup!

    In regards to being a home owner, girl! we already know you got this, its coming! Ill be waiting for the house warming lol.

    100% agree with what you said about comparing and being at peace with yourself and you’re right its hard not to get caught up in likes of instagram etc especially as a young woman! Remaining grounded is important.

    2019 is our year in all areas, we got this xxxx

    • Hope
      January 2, 2019 / 7:48 pm

      This is it Tee! All the above said I know it’s going to be a good year for all of us! Keep working hard and there will be rewards! Love you xx

  3. Narliesha Drysdale
    January 2, 2019 / 6:26 pm

    Amazing, can’t wait to see what this year has in store growing ad glowing. “Happy girls are the prettiest” xx

    • Tianna
      January 2, 2019 / 6:30 pm

      Amen sis!!!! Xx

  4. Kindy
    September 28, 2019 / 1:41 pm

    Love this T your glowing in every pic and I’m proud out you bitch! Keep up the good work I’ve subscribed and can’t wait to see you do the most. Always love. Kindy! X

    • Tianna
      September 29, 2019 / 4:28 pm

      Awwww Kindy thank you girl – need to see you soon! ❤️

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